Wednesday, November 10, 2004
i knew what that 16 lines and a zero meant.
sorry cant help.
`so much for my happy ending.
happy birthday to my dearest baobeii! (:
ure finally a year older!
pls start to grow, grow, grow!
haha, really happy to be in the same class agn next yr!
nw, tkc and all the best to the both of you! ((:
that couple, been thru plentyee of pain.
but both are willing parties.
both willing to give in, really patience ppl.
how i wish we could be like them.
asked nique to call me in the morning.
went on crying with her on the phone.
that silly girl, she cant get to any slp.
kept wakin up and cry. TSKTSK.
maybe everythg jus wasnt meant to be.
and finally, she comforted both herself and me.
decided not to think too much.
ofcos, she started to get all over CRAZY.
and im happy abt that. (: I LOVE!
pts suddenly called me! (:
how sweet of her! haha!
she called to ask if everythg's okayy.
cos she read my blog.
*pts, thanks for the advise and comforting.
ure jus so sweet to call suddenly.
was shocked. xD
pls tk good care of urself!
outing soon okayys? (:
LOVE YOU ALOT LAH!
went out with clique includin persis and veron ytd.
took neos. (persis didnt tk!)
watched princess diaries II.
qiaolin didnt watched.
she went to celebrate her anni with keith. (:
*yes qiaolin, i know, 8mths. =D
eunice n the rest called to say they are coming.
-.- mood started to change, ofcox.
dont know what kinda fwens she'll bring.
qiaolin waited for them as she's not gg in for movies.
keith called to say he'll mit qiaolin at mrt station at 345.
eunice was late, very late.
so qiaolin went off first.
aft that, nette and me went in.
we jus watched the show like WHOA!
right in the middle of the story.
ive got no mood to watch either.
spent half the time thinkin, smsin and cryin.
she decided to ignore me, she cut herself.
my body. mind and soul are not tgt.
sighh.
was trembling cold in there.
haha! we're like shiverin away! (:
immediately went to the basement toilet.
hide in there for awhile.
eunice waited for us outside.
took train, the rest went hougang ave3.
i went home.
went to aunt's place for dinner aft that.
played ard, went home.
going out today, i guess.
mitin josh ltr.
so tired.yawns.
she jio me go the bbq.
but a few i-dont-wanna-see-ppl are gna be there.
she told me plenty unknown things too. hehs.
she told me the same thing what nette told me. (:
now, its finally the true.
unlike some cuties out there.
act until like WHOA!
"the both of u brk alrdy mehs?
really?! dont be sad kays?
cannot cry k?"
wah, big show, big movement.
thanks ah, stinky bitch!
my heart is too numb to feel the pain.
my heart is jus so hard.
dont say we could jus be fwens when u knw u cant bring urself to.
im sick and tired.
maybe 40000 cuts will satisfy you.
well, i promised i'll still be there for you, hao ma?
we'll still go HAHAHA-ing at things which used to make us laugh.
last night, when i asked u if u both are attached.
u said no.
ure blog said. "you haf got no choice but to be mine."
was happy for u, ofcos. (:
i need time to heal.
does saying sorry makes u feel better?
no, it didnt at all.
the whole thg didnt made u feel guilty.
u did this all lying, not becos u want no hurt.
was becos u dont wanna be on the losing end.
tk a knife and stab me!!!
okayy, since everythg's cleared nw, im happier. (:
so, no more sorrys. ;)
and no more LIES.
`maybe it was u that made me change my mind.
`maybe it was u that made me realise she wasnt the right one.
`maybe it was u that made me realise ure the right one standing before me.
; stick with you
